I don’t understand it. When Pamela is here I sleep well most nights. I maybe get up once to have a drink or go to the toilet but that is it. When she is not here I can wake up two, three or more times. Sometimes I can get back to sleep almost straight away but other times I lie awake for what seems like ages. In the morning the bed is an absolute mess. Even the mattress has moved over to my side and I feel like a wreck until mid morning.
I’ve tried going to bed a bit later, I’ve tried having an extra brandy but neither has any effect. Maybe it’s because I am missing Pamela and worrying about how she is but she would never believe that!